The End needs to be now

How long is dis road ahead??
How far am I from da end??
How much longer do I have to go??
How much longer do I have to bear dis??
Grant me one wish my lord….
Grant me da power to abandon dis road
Grant me one wish my lord.
Grant me da power to call it quits weneva I want to
Dis is a tiring journey my lord
And u took away my only companion…
The only companion I eva wanted…
I’ve heard ppl say…”every 1 deserves a second chance….”
I ask u my lord….y wasn’t dis true for her??
Y wasn’t she granted her second chance??
Did u think that she had erred??
She had erred to be my companion??
I may not be your favorite child……
I may not be da one u liked….
But isn’t a child a child after all??
I may have wronged u sum way…but was it really dat bad??
Justice I thot was equal for all…
It was I who had erred….den y did she have to leave??
Dis journey wid out my companion…
is waay more harsh den death
but maybe…..maybe u wanted it dis way…..
u wanted me to suffer
to suffer da curse of knowing….
Dat my luv had died coz of no one else but me
But lemme ask u something ,my lord
Maybe U were da one to show us da lite of day..
Maybe U were da one to pave our journey on dis very road
But how does dis give u da right……
Da right to end da road for sum1….weneva u want to????
To end dis journey...I don’t have da mite
I may have wronged u my lord….
But dis journey I wanna continue no more
Grant me one wish my lord
I wish to c da end of dis road now
I have suffered ‘nuf my lord
I cant bare it no more…don’t u think…I’ve had ‘nuf??
I beg of u my lord…free me
Free me from ur shackles of life