untitled as of now....coz its yet to be finished

I woke up in the middle of the night

And saw her sleeping by my side

That innocent face of hers, I’m gonna miss

Those beautiful lips of hers that I used to kiss

As I bend down to kiss my love for the last time

I know that leaving her like this would be a crime

But my mind tells me that it better now than later

That I should leave her now rather than cause pain to her later

If I leave her now, she’ll end up hating me

But I guess that this is better than she ending up mourning me

I know that my days are coming to an end

That I’m fighting a lost battle that is soon gonna end

My messed up life

Walking down the street
Remembering my last nights feat
My life is such a mess and I dunno what to do
In my dream last night
I saw myself in a fight

But hey!
The person that I’m fighting is no one else but me
I dunno what I’m doing, I dunno what is happening
I dunno what I always see

A car comes crashing by
It hits me and goes by
I lay there on the street
With no one else but me

I dunno what I’m doing, I dunno what is happening
I dunno why do these always happens to me

Laying there all on my own
Listening to the doctor drone
I can’t help but think
That my life could be over in a blink

But hey!
What is that I feel?
Something that I never wanted to feel

Looking down on my body still
I realize that I’m dead
My life was finally over
As I kept moving away from my bed
There were tears in my eyes
But here was a smile on my lips
What is that I hear?
May be a call from god or from Satan
May be a call for a journey through another messed up life!

ALONE

Sitting there all alone
I realize, in this world I’m on my own
No one is there to fight for me
The dear ones end I had to see.
I ask myself-why did I live?
It was them who had more to give.
To the world I say- you lost a lot,
to them I say-honored for your company which I had got.
God only knows where they have been hurled,
they will be missed in this world.