we even discuss politics!!!!!...u c we have no jobs!!

well dis is how a seemingly simple chat abt sumthin rather stupid turned into a political debate...nd us realise wat a shit hole we r stuck in......

11:23 PM me: dude do u have ne clue abt da it act?
11:27 PM manishankardatta: income tax?
or information tech?
me: dhur shala..
yea da second one
11:28 PM manishankardatta: not really
why?
me: does it say nethin abt regulations about postin sumwat explicit ritten materials on da net?
11:29 PM manishankardatta: yes it does i believe
again why?
me: lol..juss wanted to know
11:30 PM manishankardatta: why intend to break any of the laws of the acT?
11:31 PM me: nah..its coz i was readin an article sumwhere....nd i read dat sum1 was threatin da riter of dat article abt dis act nd how he can use it to punish him nd all
manishankardatta: ah i c
hws ur coll going?
attending classes or not?
11:32 PM me: dunno ya
i went lass wednesday..sala colg was closed due to sum stupid conference
da conference was bat charles darwins ship journey nd its realtionship wid acharya jagadish chandra boses scietific work...i mean WAT A MAJOR LACK!!!
11:33 PM manishankardatta: dude.........that sucks
college chutti and all is fine
but ur course is becming a joke
me: exactly!!!!!
11:34 PM but emni teo ar kichhu din por theke we'll be gettin our study leave
so its k i guess
nd dis is cu mate..its da same case shob jayga te..excpet xaviers..but it aint unda cu nomore
11:35 PM manishankardatta: i knw...cu needs to improve man
seriously
but as long as their are politics in education , no chance
me: y inda world do u think dat profs who r above 60 wud want to change dere style of thinkin??
11:36 PM nd den dere is politics.....it ruinin dis gr8 uni re
11:37 PM nd if u wanna c by course material..cu got da toughest course in all da subjects..all ova india.....but still...wats da use of it at da end!!
11:38 PM manishankardatta: in the end i think the exams are a sham too
becz i think political parties have their hands in everything
its not only sad...its kinda pathetic
me: obvi de do!!!...de have dere hand in everythin
11:39 PM dis is dere breadin ground re
de nurture dere good for nothin cadres here
11:43 PM manishankardatta: and they grow up to be morons like subhas chakraborthy?
me: yep...dat de do..dat dec ertainly do
11:44 PM its dere duty aftall...odawise y wud da party supprt dem in all dere missdoins in colg??....de dont do it for nothin u know
11:46 PM manishankardatta: whose the transport minister?
me: him ofcourse
11:47 PM even afta so many regular deaths in cal...on an avg..atlest 4- 5 deaths per day...dis bufoon still sticks up for dose rogue bus drivers
nd u know y??..coz da bus union is run by dere party!!!..dis is da dirty nature of polictis here re
11:49 PM manishankardatta: na na the moron said calcutta was the most cleanest city and least pollution
and said that 40 year old busses dont pollute
and that there was any evidence
me: hawhawhaw
11:50 PM u know wat mate..da ppl livin in cal have got used to it..de know dat de aint gonna get ne sorta help from dese morons..nd das y more m\nd more ppl r leavin cal...dere aint no prospect in dis city..spl wid ministers like dis
11:52 PM dese CITU fuckers..de fuckin even tried to invade da it companies..wid dere workers union nd all
11:53 PM manishankardatta: ya but they managed na?
they called it something else
but they pulled it off
i feel the jyoti era is coming back
11:54 PM me: yea me 2..dat old man will surpass us to...we'll die..nd he'll still stay strong
11:55 PM manishankardatta: he got de throned though
me: dats coz he himself requested dem
11:56 PM manishankardatta: aah
so rather quit while ur ahead instead of getting chucked out
me: yea
he is a smarty he is
manishankardatta: i think buddha had the rite ideas....the party ppl were so willing
werent
werent so owill
11:57 PM me: yea..but dont think dat dese obstinate party memebers will allow him to do much
11:58 PM its gardually changin wid prakash karat nd yechury undastandin da need for privatistaion nd capitalsim to a certain extent..but da damge has been done olredy
11:59 PM manishankardatta: dude those two jack asses are gonna end the nuclear deal
so dont even try to defend their asses
me: i swea
hehehe
manishankardatta: the mf should fucking be thrown off writers building ka roof
me: but it juss showz how powerfull de r
12:00 AM manishankardatta: dey are holding the govt hostage just to show they can
big time mfs!
12:01 AM me: communism is an old concept..not really fit for da present age..maybe a modified communist approach wud do...maybe....dont think de'll undastand
12:02 AM i like budhha's approach towards communism
manishankardatta: no the approach and beliefs should stay at all times...but they shouldnt stand in the way of advancing India just to prove they have power in the govt
me: true
12:03 AM but de shud also modify dere beliefs wid time
manishankardatta: no i think beliefs is what india is made off, and what makes us different from America
me: coz if u still think dat da state is all powerfull nd evrythin shud be run by da state...its gonna fail bigtyme..hightyme u allow private players in a market
manishankardatta: no belief should change
12:07 AM sorry got dc
thank god for chidambaram
me: wats he got to do??
12:08 AM btw did ya here da latesht funny news??...da politician r miffed at da sc rulin abt creamy laeyrs being cut outta da obc thingy..de r plannin to challenge it or sumthin
12:10 AM manishankardatta: he is in control of indias finances , whic in case u didnt notic is going up up up
the SC cant be over ruled
me: i know dat but de r super miffed
manishankardatta: politicians constantly think they are all powerfull
12:11 AM me: but is it a sc rulin or juss a suggetion from da court??
as in is it an order or a suggestion?
manishankardatta: the OBC quota is flawed, exclusion of the creamy layer wont really exclude them
no and order
no an order
12:12 AM me: dude all laws r flawed if u earch carefully..loopholes r purposely kept
12:13 AM manishankardatta: hmmm
accha did u c that thing about Krazy 4?
me: nah..kal jachhi...free of cost
heard dat its damn shitty
manishankardatta: na na
me: try nd watch shaurya..its one helluva movie re..really brilliant
manishankardatta: heard about the song thingy
12:14 AM me: yea..sala even rjesh roshan is a fuckin theif
12:15 AM manishankardatta: ya but the other guy aint no angel
apparently the guy timed the case so that they wud be forced to pay out
me: i swea..smart ass
2 crores...nice ya
i wudve sue for more
manishankardatta: no one in bollywood is innocient
innocent
12:16 AM me: lol..dasts y it is bollywood
12:17 AM manishankardatta: tru
12:18 AM me: sala at inoz da tickets for krazzy 4 is 250 bux..totally crazzy!!!
manishankardatta: what arses ppl are
me: i'm goin for free!!!...but will be takin my ipod along......just in case
12:19 AM manishankardatta: free ki kroe?
12:20 AM me: arre me uncles bank..hsbc..he works dere..booked an ntire hall in inoz for kalkes evening show..me got free passes form him
nd wats more..i ghet free snax nd cold drinks!!!!
even if da movie is bad..i wont be complainin
12:21 AM *at inox
manishankardatta: :D
me: lol
12:24 AM newayz i'm pushin off re
peace
cyaz
manishankardatta: cya man
12:25 AM good intense political debate
bye
me: i swea..prolly one of our only chats widout ne sarcastic jibes!!!
lol
manishankardatta: lol

12:26 AM me: cyaz
l

The End needs to be now

How long is dis road ahead??
How far am I from da end??
How much longer do I have to go??
How much longer do I have to bear dis??
Grant me one wish my lord….
Grant me da power to abandon dis road
Grant me one wish my lord.
Grant me da power to call it quits weneva I want to
Dis is a tiring journey my lord
And u took away my only companion…
The only companion I eva wanted…
I’ve heard ppl say…”every 1 deserves a second chance….”
I ask u my lord….y wasn’t dis true for her??
Y wasn’t she granted her second chance??
Did u think that she had erred??
She had erred to be my companion??
I may not be your favorite child……
I may not be da one u liked….
But isn’t a child a child after all??
I may have wronged u sum way…but was it really dat bad??
Justice I thot was equal for all…
It was I who had erred….den y did she have to leave??
Dis journey wid out my companion…
is waay more harsh den death
but maybe…..maybe u wanted it dis way…..
u wanted me to suffer
to suffer da curse of knowing….
Dat my luv had died coz of no one else but me
But lemme ask u something ,my lord
Maybe U were da one to show us da lite of day..
Maybe U were da one to pave our journey on dis very road
But how does dis give u da right……
Da right to end da road for sum1….weneva u want to????
To end dis journey...I don’t have da mite
I may have wronged u my lord….
But dis journey I wanna continue no more
Grant me one wish my lord
I wish to c da end of dis road now
I have suffered ‘nuf my lord
I cant bare it no more…don’t u think…I’ve had ‘nuf??
I beg of u my lord…free me
Free me from ur shackles of life

tyme.....da best healer

life goes on my friend
that’s wat the great ones say
life goes on my friend
dats wat the journey of life says
u meet new frnds
u part ways with ol’ ones
one of em cud’ve been ur ol’ lost flame
one of em cud’ve been the person who u’d fancy
one o f em cud’ve been well just a buddy
with tyme my friend…..old wounds r healed
with tyme my friend…..many memories b’come faded
with tyme my friend….u start living in the present
u 4get abt ur past, u live for the present , u think of the future
but wat happens ?....wat happens wen u stumble upon ur past?
The past that showed u the way to the present…….
The past that is paving ur way to the future
It’s a sickening feeling wen u think …..
Wen u think of the ppl whom u’ve left behind
They say …it’s a rats race out there…
And u’ve got to win dat race…..
It doesn’t matter who u left behind
It doesn’t matter who u stabbed from behind
All dat matters is dat….u always have to stay ahead
Ahead of dem all….ur loved ones,u frnds,ur foes…
But when u think abt it….answer dis….is dis wat u really wanted?
Is dis the lyfe dat u really wanted……
U might say yes…..coz maybe u have no choice
But temme ..then y does it hurt wen u think of ur past
When u think of ‘em all whom u’ve left behind…..
It’s a rats race they say…..but did u really have to win
U may have won the race
But then y does it hurt wen ur past catches up wid u…..
It shudnt have hurt u…coz as they say…lyfe moves on
Tyme heals the greatest wounds….then y do some wounds still bleed?
Temme sumthin den…..has lyfe really moved on??

i wish

Days have passed
Life has changed
I used to watch u from my room’s window
I used to watch u looking at urself at the mirror
I used to think that sumday I’m gonna tell u
I used to think that I’d take my time….my own sweet time
But the days had passed and u were gone
U were gone and I still hadn’t told u
I wish I hadn’t taken my time
Coz I knew that I cud never win against time……….
I used to be happy those days
Now I aint anymore
I cant believe that dis moment has come’
I cant believe that I have to say dis
I aint a person who’d actually say dis
But baby here it goes: “I’m sorry and I’ll always be”
I’d been waiting all my life to say that I loved u
But I guess that waits gonna be an eternal one
I really wished that I cud bare my mind to u
But I guess that aint gonna happen no more
I really wish I cud tell u how much I loved u
I really wish that I hadn’t waited so long
I know that u’ve already gone
But I guess its now my turn to go
I wish that dis day would’ve never come
I wish I cud’ve told u
I wish…oh I really wish
I wish that I wouldn’t have to say goodbyeI wish …oh I really wish…………….

untitled as of now....coz its yet to be finished

I woke up in the middle of the night

And saw her sleeping by my side

That innocent face of hers, I’m gonna miss

Those beautiful lips of hers that I used to kiss

As I bend down to kiss my love for the last time

I know that leaving her like this would be a crime

But my mind tells me that it better now than later

That I should leave her now rather than cause pain to her later

If I leave her now, she’ll end up hating me

But I guess that this is better than she ending up mourning me

I know that my days are coming to an end

That I’m fighting a lost battle that is soon gonna end

My messed up life

Walking down the street
Remembering my last nights feat
My life is such a mess and I dunno what to do
In my dream last night
I saw myself in a fight

But hey!
The person that I’m fighting is no one else but me
I dunno what I’m doing, I dunno what is happening
I dunno what I always see

A car comes crashing by
It hits me and goes by
I lay there on the street
With no one else but me

I dunno what I’m doing, I dunno what is happening
I dunno why do these always happens to me

Laying there all on my own
Listening to the doctor drone
I can’t help but think
That my life could be over in a blink

But hey!
What is that I feel?
Something that I never wanted to feel

Looking down on my body still
I realize that I’m dead
My life was finally over
As I kept moving away from my bed
There were tears in my eyes
But here was a smile on my lips
What is that I hear?
May be a call from god or from Satan
May be a call for a journey through another messed up life!

ALONE

Sitting there all alone
I realize, in this world I’m on my own
No one is there to fight for me
The dear ones end I had to see.
I ask myself-why did I live?
It was them who had more to give.
To the world I say- you lost a lot,
to them I say-honored for your company which I had got.
God only knows where they have been hurled,
they will be missed in this world.